What song/lyric is your favorite/describes you today?

I've hardly been outside my room in days,
'cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays.
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it was then I realize the conscience never fades.
When you're young you have this image of your life:
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross,
And if you happen to you wake completely lost.
But I will fight for you, be sure that I will fight
until we're the special two once again.

And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
When we're the special two.
And we could only see each other, we'll breathe together,
These arms will not be taught to need another,
'Cause we were the special two.

I remember someone old once said to me:
"That lies will lock you up with truth the only key."
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
And couldn't see this place would soon become my hell.
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now,
But if by chance you change your mind you know I will not let you down
'cause we were the special two, and we'll be again.

And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
When we're the special two.
And we can only see each other we'll breathe together,
These arms will not be taught to need another...
'cause we're the special two.

I step outside my mind's eye's for a minute.
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease,
Or something that could ease the pain.
But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself,
Just remembering, just remembering how we were...

When we would only need each other, we'd bleed together,
Our hands would not be taught to hold another's,
We were the special two.
And we could only see each other, we'd breathe together,
These arms would not be taught to need another,
'Cause we're the special two.


missy higgins - the special two

sharpen your overacting skills
to cut through the tension
mark your words
with confidence:
selective attention

selective_the starting line.

And what do you, and what do you, what do you need to do,
To get yourself in a better mood?
Well there's not a lot for you to give if you're giving in,
And there's not a lot for you to feel if you're not feeling it.
You bring it up and bring it in and we'll get you fixed up in no time.

And what I wanted most, what I wanted most, what I wanted most,
Was to get myself all figured out.
And what I figured out, what I figured out, what I figured out,
Was I needed more time to figure you out.
There's not a lot for you to give if you're giving in,
And there's not a lot for you to feel if you're not feeling it.
You bring it up and bring it in and we'll get you fixed up in no time.
This love is all I have to give.
This love is all I have to give.

Fix You Up. T&S. Of course.

"Without you I'n nothing."

and

"Protect Me From What I Want"

So long sweet summer,
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays.
So long sweet slumber.
I fell into you now you're gracefully falling away.

Hey thanks, thanks for that summer.
It is cold where your going
I hope that your heart is always warm.
I gave you the best, gave you the best that I had.
You passed on my letters
& passed on the best that I had.

I hate the winter in Lexington.


age six racer - dashboard confessional.